Dreading today.

really really really not looking forward to today. Im not enjoying this training course in the slightest. When I started they gave me the impression it was going to be training with the call centre equipment and actual experience in the call centre - instead Im getting perhaps an hour or two a day in the actual call centre parts of the building. The rest is all 'teambuilding' games like turning your CV into a tv advert or rap song - hideously painful experiences for me. For some reasonthey seem to be under the impression this kind of stuff is confidence building. Can't imagine where they get that idea from. Its mostly making me hate myself, everyone around me and dread any future job interviews. If they would just take no for an answer when I'm not comfortable doing something it would mean a lot. Instead when I'm saying no, I dont feel comfortable with this, I'm not doing it, I really dont want to have to do this etc they just talk over me saying I am doing this, I have to do it etc. Been too stressed to sleep tonight - really dont want to have to get up and go to this. I certainly can't face 5 weeks of this.