The End Is Nigh!!!

Been ages since I wrote anything. Been a bit ill – anemia it turns out – though I didnt now I was actually ill, just tired and on a different planet. Spent a lot of time asleep and falling asleep when I should have been in class. Not that im quite well yet. Im just days from finishing this course and getting out of Newbattle – not since my 16th when I moved out of mums place have I ever been so happy to see the back of a place. Got a studio flat in Glasgow and im looking for cleaning jobs, did apply for a temp housing officer job but didnt make the shortlist. Be so glad to get out of here – to have my own bathroom, cook for myself (though its very rare that I eat in the canteen) to not have to put up with the crap that goes on here. The kinda stuff that makes me nostalgic for Inverness all over again – murders, insane neighbours and all. Saturday night here everything kicked off – violence, threats to kill - the works. So someone else here has been thrown out. Bit of a shock to some people but not to me. After that guy got aggressive with me back in sep/oct and his nasty sense of humour – accusing me of cheating on friday being a special memory – I wont exactly miss him. Someone else I could do without is the college janitor – 2 days in a row now he's yelled at me for something that isnt my fault. His last rant at me ended with 'forget it – your only here for another week' even when hes not yelling he talks to me like im scum. Its gotten to the point where theres no way im gonna be alone in a room with him. He actually scares me. Something kind of funny happened though – theres this guy who used to be at this college whos a pathological liar, hes claimed to have slept with people here, that hes a songwriter, that he has cancer, created fake bebo profiles for cousins and friends who dont exist. Happened upon his latest lie on facebook the other day – claiming to write music for a band called Rediscover. Obviously its not going to be true but I do like to check these things – cos theyr an unsigned myspace band they have an email contact right there on the website. I email that address asking who writes their songs and that theres a guy on facebook claiming he does. I get a pretty quick email back confirming a guy called Wes is actually their songwriter - not facebook guy - and asking for a link to the liars page. Of course I give them this and just in case they cant view it I copy paste the bit on the page where he claims this is the band he writes for and gives his bebo. I seriously lol at the idea that he might get an email from the band going 'what the fuck?' right – im gonna have another go at writing a CV, lurk on vampirefreaks and think about packing.