Thursday, 7 May 2009

eeeek 5/6 weeks and i need to find somewhere to live!

franticaly searching for somewhere to live after this. college breaks up on 19 june and i guess im gonna have to move all my stuff into storage. which of course sucks as moving van and storage will swallow all my money. have applied for one residential volunteer postition already and am applying for another now. have posted on gumtree looking for a residential job and replied to somone who has a job over the summer cleaning on a carvan park which apparently has accomodation included. thats in the borders which isnt what i was hoping for. i was so set ong getting to glasgow this summer. i know where i want to be and where i want to settl down so its hugely frustrating that everything i do seems t take me futher and further from that. have applied for a new bank account to get an ovedraft as well. really clutching at straws here. its been a bad week so far (and its only wednesday) went to maths yesterday afternoon only to find out the computer monitor i need to see whats happening on the board hadnt been set up so i had no way of following the class and the maths tutor didnt have the maths handout from last week for me so i didnt have any work to do. that was daft cos im the only person in my class that uses large print so that means he didnt have the hand out for me last week so there wouldnt have been much point in me being there last week either. he was so damn patronising about it too cos he knows we wont say shit with the entire class staring at us. well 2 of us walked out. some dick in the class made some comment about 'spitting out dummys' - annoying, ignorant wanker. same guy who's been hassling me since the first month about my attendance, keeping a close eye on exactly which classes im there for, giving me shit about taking up learning support time and making jokes and comments about me being blind. i mean really what kind of dick thinks its cool to make jokes about stuff like that? nasty little bully. he knows it gets to me and really seems to enjoy that. i havent dared book an appointment with lerning support in months cos i know il get shit for it.

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